10:45 AM
I met Papa today.
You didn’t really think Simon would go down like that did you? I told you long ago don’t fuck with Simon or anyone he cares about. I think Mr. Bernard and his buddy the Panty Snatcher got that memo, don’t you? Insolent little pricks, they got what they deserved. I am sure Phil is quite popular in jail, I hope he finds the true love he so fondly desires.
Speaking of true love, I gave it another shot. I did everything I could to avoid it, but in the end, it was just too powerful. I let myself feel something again. I had closed that part of myself off long ago and befriended the Rage who has been my only companion for so long. Don’t get me wrong, I love the Rage, quick wit, devastatingly handsome… I might be stretching on that last one. But someone came into my life as you all know and we finally got a chance to meet in person. I was worried about how the Rage would react, but he continues to surprise me. I always thought the Rage was born out of the tragedy surrounding my wife and unborn son’s deaths, but I realize now that he was there all the time. He was the passion, love, and protective instinct I had for my wife. When she was taken from us, all that energy had to go somewhere, do something and so the Rage was born. When we are with her, the Rage was back in his true form and his complete focus was on making her happy, it was awesome. That burning hole in my chest stopped hurting, pain was replaced with pleasure. Everything was going so well and then last night, my phone rang.
My buddy Kevin called me and to say he was upset would be putting it mildly. I told you he had a new lady friend awhile back. Well, the relationship continued to heat up and Kevin just proposed to her a couple of days ago and, as if there was a question, she accepted. Kevin is an awesome dude, I couldn’t be happier for him. And then he told me why he was calling me. Apparently, his lady friend has an ex that would make our volunteers look like boy scouts (and one girl scout, don’t forget the Golf fertilizer). This anal discharge started stalking Kevin’s lady. He is calling her and hanging up, leaving threatening notes on her car and at her house. The other day when she and Kevin were on their way to dinner, he started following them in his car, tailgating and flashing his lights. He eventually pulled around them and started brake checking them. Needless to say, they were beyond shook up. They reported it to the police and I am sure as long time readers you know just what those officers did. They took a report and said there wasn’t anything they can do unless a crime is committed. Apparently, they will be all over it once one or both of them are killed.
Not on our watch! Thankfully, Kevin and, let’s just call her Special K, are friends of ours. The Rage and I are on a road trip and for all of you who share those roads with us…. I hope you remember the rules!